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Tarot Reading: David Crowley; Did he, or did he not kill himself?

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Don’t know why this story came to me today, but I feel compelled to read it. Maybe there is someone out there that will be able to add to this session so that I can better understand why it’s on my mind.

Today is the first day that I’ve heard of this man’s story, so it might be the first day for you too. As quick Google search will bring up the basic background. The video below will bring in the conspiracy link.

Reference: http://people.com/crime/david-crowley-left-messages-after-murder-suicide-of-wife-child-in-apple-valley/

High light Video Here: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCDYC_WJ7dmcQypDGuGZImXA titled “the video freemasonry doesn’t want you to see”

Ultimately, when it comes down to it, we know there was foul play here. Because I’m a card reader, I’m interested to seeing what the subconscious has to say about it. To get straight to the point, we want the cards to tell us, one way or another, if David Crowley killed himself or if he didn’t.

Unfortunately, this is a hard question. The tarot cards provide a gradient answer rather than yes’s and no’s. Stated differently, many of us know that you attract your own life events to you, thus, the subconscious may see the question as – yes, he killed himself. He attracted this outcome based on his thoughts and behaviors. Whereas, the intent of the original question is to determine if he really pulled the trigger of the gun, that launched the bullet, that ended his physical life.

So, what do we get?

Well, based on the consciousness approach, we already know how he killed himself. So it becomes more interesting to explore how this happened and how it was reported.

People involved

Particularly, it’s interesting to explore to see if there were more people involved with the actual murder then simply the three victims. It might also be interesting to inquire to see if he had enemies and if they were directly involved. We might want to know what the cards can show us regarding someone, other than the murder victims, being directly involved in the murder. (Q) Does the police report accurately report the number of people involved in the actual murder or might there be some hidden participants? (Q) Can the cards help us understand if the crime scene is true as reported or if it might have been staged with the intention of deceiving the police (and everyone else)?

Report

The reports paint a deranged picture of his character, thus is would be interesting to see if the cards support that. (Q) What can the cards tell us about his mental, emotional and physical state in the few days prior to his death? (Q) What can the cards show us regarding how others witnessed his behavior in the few days prior to his death?

The public articles report a story that his life was spiraling down, his relationships were on the rocks, him and his wife started to seclude themselves from friends and family and then the investigators draw the conclusion, well, it’s like he must have just snapped. This is a stereotypical heart tugging type story. Well, do the cards support this story? (Q) What can the cards tell us about how he felt of the last couple months of his life? (Q) Was he concerned or excited for the adventures that lie ahead for him? (Q) Did he look forward to going to work, or did he dread it? (Q) Was he filling emotionally fulfilled or drained?

Conspiracy

He was also an artist. Because his art dealt with topics that are typically considered conspiratorial, we want to know if that is related directly to his death. Basically, some people claim that the reason why he is dead is because his artistic work would have revealed information that more powerful people want to keep hidden. The conspirators are linking his artwork directly to the murder, stating that the murder was made to look like a suicide. What we really want to know is, is there really a conspiracy here? (Q) Can the cards show us if the conspiracy claims are overrated of if there is some substance there? (Q) If there were one card to sum up this conspiratorial link regarding his death, what card would it be?

Reading

Summary

What do the cards have to say? Well, I don’t get the feeling that there is anything conspiracy related to this situation. The first card is the family card indicating that it may simply be the family involved. There are hints that the last few months of his life were rocky, but the conspiracy information doesn’t seem to fit.

Looking closer, the cards hint that the police report may have counted it correctly as being the family, thus assuming murder suicide. The inverted card shows off the misalignment of values in a family like setting. With regards to the crime scene, it looks like the cards see the report as balanced or being in harmony with the situation. He may have felt as if he was making great or profound sacrifices in his last months. This is generally a feel’s good card, which doesn’t support the idea that his life was spiraling apart. The next card indicates that the people around him felt good for him and his situation. There was lots of optimism for the journey. At the same time, there might have been some dealings in which he felt were dishonest or unfair. He may have felt like he was under a lot of pressure or obligated to someone for something. He was looking ahead, but he might have felt like he was trapped in always perfecting the situation. It could have been that he wasn’t making the forward progress towards completion of projects because he was working on specific details over and over again. He may have been dreading his work or starting to get disillusioned with the results. Do the conspiracy claims have any substance? Well, the cards indicate that it’s all in the head, disconnected from physical reality. Lastly, is there a link between conspiracy and his death? Well, the last card also doesn’t feel that way. This card may be hinting that if there is any conspiracy, it may simply be in his manuscript that never got completed.

Based on the card reading, it seems to me that people might be looking too deeply into this story in order to try to find some conspiratorial links. I would look at the harm angle to see if he was in debt or if he owed people something that he knew he would never be able to repay.

Questions and Cards

(Q) Does the police report accurately report the number of people involved in the actual murder or might there be some hidden participants?

10 of Cups (↓)

Video Interpretation: 10 of Cups (↓)
Key Words: Misalignment of values, broken home or marriage.
Key Feelings: That feeling when you realize that the other person will never change.
Description: Reversed, this card warns us of discord and the possibility of a broken home. You may feel like there is something blocking you from committing to a marriage or to family obligations. There may be a strong sense of dissidence that drives you away from someone or something. The energy may be one of disjoint values that lead to dissolution. This card hints that we need to re-evaluate our own values or re-align to them in order to resolve the dissidence and re-embrace harmony. It may feel that happiness is just not possible if things stay the way that they are.
Animal: Grouse
Key Words: Sacred spiral.
Description: Be careful to not get carried away. This energy may make you feel that you are moving in all directions wasting your time and resources. You may feel trapped in the spiral that drains water or that you're in a tailspin to crash and burn. This card encourages you to pay attention to where the friction is or where the sparks of resistance reside to as to see the attraction or repulsion happening around you. Pay attention to not performing the same damaging sequence of movements or draw yourself into the calm. Know that the spinning is driven by the thoughts and if your actions are not aligned with your thoughts no forward progress is made.
Suit: Cups
Words: Emotionally vulnerable or defensive, closed, refusing the energy flow.
Description: In the reversed position, the suit of cups is all about the missing flow of the energy, that is perceived as emotions and feelings. It is the conscious and unconscious mis-direction, or uncontrolled aspects of that energy and all the intellectual aspects that go along with it. Every emotion that you can list is covered by this energy. This energy is directly related to touch, in both the physical and energetic levels, yet the overtones show there may be the absence of consent.
Element: Water
Words: Unbalanced emotion, spookily intuitive, lacking empathy.
Description: Reversed, water carries all the emotion with none of the reason. It is the storm in a teacup. It tends to dissolve situations, or grind the rocks to sand. It is unbalanced and maybe spookily intuitive. It is that feminine energy of spite. There is a lack of nurturing, sympathetic, empathetic or imaginative understanding. It is cold, wet and fluid. It is the heart of winter.

(Q) Can the cards help us understand if the crime scene is true as reported or if it might have been staged with the intention of deceiving the police (and everyone else)?

2 of Coins

Video Interpretation: 2 of Coins
Key Words: Fluctuation, balance, resourcefulness, adaptability, time management, prioritization.
Key Feelings: That feeling when you learn to ride a bike with no hands.
Description: This card is all about activity balancing your time between different creative endeavors. It represents the energy of motion and fluctuation applied to multiple smaller, hopeful projects. Being in harmony with this card requires adaptability, time management and resourcefulness. It’s not that you can’t choose between different pursuits, but rather you’ll do them all until the most beneficial one become obvious. This card suggests that you have the patience and endurance to achieve the desired outcome.
Animal: Fox
Key Words: Camouflage.
Description: This card brings a strong sense of blending in and not being seen. It brings the ability to adapt to your surroundings while observing the activities of others. The energy available for adaptability, cunning, observation, integration and swiftness of thought and action is strong with this spirit. The energies of agility and surefootedness are available for you at this time. There is a strong sense of family and ability to keep them safe. Your ability to observe undetected may make others nervous or self-conscious. Fox energy is like the wind, it moves, interacts with everything yet is unseen. This energy guides you to observe others actions rather than simply listening to their words. Remain silent and get the full story. There may be a strong sense of knowing exactly what will happen next. There will be a natural predictability in your actions. Fox energy teaches us oneness with divinity. It is a sly power with silly movements.
Suit: Coins
Words: Matter, money, work.
Description: This suit of coins is directly related to the energy of matter and how we use it. Like clay, matter is used to help build our experience in this life. Yet, matter by itself lacks the pizzazz of human input. Shaping matter takes time which draws in the element of exchange, or money. It also draws up creativity and imagination. This energy represents what people ‘work on’ and ‘shape’. It is what we related to or find what we’re in dissidence with.
Number: 2
Words: Sensitive, tactful, diplomatic, studious.
Description: This energy brings out being sensitive, tactful, diplomatic and cooperative. It has the tendency to trigger the attributes that lead to being a peacemaker. There are opportunities where individuals will feel loving, studious and patient. It amplifies feminine qualities. Look for the energy to setup opportunities to be musical, sensual and intuitive.
Element: Earth
Words: Matter, terrestrial, life.
Description: Earth carries a solid heaviness of matter. It is associated with the terrestrial world and supports the seasons, cycles of life, crops and fertility. It adds depth to the sensual aspects of life and death. It is the keeper of the underworld and the resting place for the souls of the dead. It’s considered cold and dry. Think metal or salt. It is associated with the fall.

(Q) What can the cards tell us about his mental, emotional and physical state in the few days prior to his death?

The Hanged Man

Video Interpretation: The Hanged Man
Principle: We are all connected, thus we must work for the betterment of society.
Key Words: Sacrifice, transition, spiritual transformation, suspension, restriction, letting go.
Key Feelings: That feeling where you’ve helped someone and there are no strings attached.
Description: This card represents the principle that because we are all connected, what happens to one person affects all others. This is the concept that we must work to help improve the lives of others so that all benefit. It is an awareness of mass consciousness and your contribution to it. It is you representing humanity. Upright, this card shows a strong alignment with this principle. Typically, there is an abundance of sacrificial energy with this card. It is a community card of transformation and willingness to volunteer. It is the letting go of the little things in order to allow the bigger things to happen. It is a card of different perspective, it is the card of giving.
Animal: Eagle
Key Words: Spirit, recognition.
Description: The eagle represents the Great Spirit and the connection to divine while being grounded at same time. It is a keen observer of the patterns of life. It’s grace through hard work, understanding and completion of tests of initiation requiring personal energy. Think having the courage to rise above the mundane issues in life and soar. This energy could represent the coming of a spiritual test or personal refinement. Look beyond the horizon and meet the challenge. Feel the illumination from above and the freedom. Mental thought patterns should be clear and powerful.
Animal: Ant
Key Words: Patience.
Description: With the Ant energy we find that we are bound together for the greater good and that there is a focus on taking time to get what is needed. Be persistent, willing to make sacrifices and be willing to work hard in order to accomplish the greater goal. You may be feeling the need to plan ahead, do it. Opportunities may come your way encouraging you to be active in community events. If you are feeling small, know that the collective is virtually unstoppable. If you are not getting what you want, take note that what you need will always be made available. Foster this knowing and make it work for you. Always remember that when you work for the whole, the whole works for you.
Symbol: Arch
Words: Strategic planning, generational, foresight, career, commitment, power of the collective.
Description: The Arch is a representation of building what is needed to support your future. This is something that has to be consciously engineered so that it pays off in time. If well thought out, very little effort can have a significant reward. Plan for your future and have foresight for how you use your time is critical to eventual success.
Element: Ether
Words: Consciousness, karma, attraction.
Description: Ether is the material that fills the universe. It permeates everything. It is everywhere always. It is the animating force and is subtler than light. It is associated with purity and clarity. It is transparent and moves cyclically or naturally. It is unchanging, divine and infallible.

(Q) What can the cards show us regarding how others witnessed his behavior in the few days prior to his death?

Three of Cups

Video Interpretation: Three of Cups
Key Words: Rejoicing, celebration, joy, friendship, creativity, community, affirmation.
Key Feelings: Feeling behind an honest, respectful, heartfelt toast given freely to a close companion.
Description: This card suggests that you are ready and willing to receive happiness and joy into your life. It indicates that you are in harmony with the first stages of the given adventure and you’re celebrating, knowing that the future will be as good, or better, then the past. This card brings a deep sense of well-being that is sensed from friends and family. Others recognize your accomplishments and support you emotionally. This card represents the triumph over illness, disharmonious situations and stagnant routines or activities.
Animal: Moose
Key Words: Self-esteem.
Description: The Moose brings the strength to know when a 'pat on the back' is needed. It’s a proud willingness to 'tell the world' about your feelings. It is pride in maleness, joyfulness at expressing his sense of accomplishment or joy that is well performed. The energy does not seek approval, but it is a simple sharing of that explosion of deep-down joy. It is a belly laugh of enjoyment or Joy seen through pride. The Moose is a cross between the gentleness of the deer and the stampede of the buffalo. It represents knowing the difference between giving orders and having the willingness to do it yourself. Moose energy quite often expresses itself being teachers of children and through the giving of encouragement. It is the power of knowing what to say, when and to whom. You may have already accomplished something on your journey or fixed a bad habit.
Suit: Cups
Words: Emotions, feelings, open.
Description: The suit of cups is all about the flow of the energy that is perceived as emotions and feelings. It is the conscious and unconscious direction of that energy and all the intellectual aspects that go along with it. Every emotion that you can list is covered by this energy. This energy is directly related to touch, in both the physical and energetic levels.
Number: 3
Words: Imaginative, optimistic, inspiring.
Description: Here we see the expression of energy that drives the imaginative, expressive communicators and artists. There is an amplification of energy for creative uses. The personality traits associated tend to compliment this activity so the people are tolerant, joyful, optimistic, inspiring, talented, jovial, youthful, and dynamic. There is a positive feeling about what is happening and the progress that is being made towards the goals.
Element: Water
Words: Emotion, intuition, empathetic.
Description: Water is the universal solvent, reducer and purifier. It is considered the body of emotion and intuition. It is a strongly feminine element that tends to enhance the emotional experience or make it deeper. It is nurturing, sympathetic, empathetic and imaginative. Consider it fluid, cold and wet. It is associated with winter.

(Q) What can the cards tell us about how he felt of the last couple months of his life?

Justice (↓)

Video Interpretation: Justice (↓)
Principle: Causing unfair burdens on others. Holding back on what you owe others or not giving them what they deserve. Treating people unequally and unfairly.
Key Words: Unfairness, lack of accountability, dishonesty, burdened.
Key Feelings: The feeling that you’ve been screwed over or the situation is completely unjust.
Description: Reversed, this card is an inharmonious association with the principle of justice. Here, this card may suggest that there is injustice afoot. Someone is not being fair; someone is not impartial. You may be in the receiving end, or dealing out, something that is unfair or overly burdens another individual. Things could be dishonest for the principle is being sacrificed. There is no honor. You are encouraged to practice forgiveness and find a way to embrace neutral acceptance.
Zodiac: Libra
Words: Superficial, detached, unreliable, indecisive, self-indulgent.
Description: Reversed, the traits of this energy tend to bring up all the more difficult aspects associated with the Libra archetype. The energy that is seeking justice, balance and harmony might be trapped in a situation that is too idealistic to be realistically addressed which can lead to a state of discontent and non-harmony. If the person can’t find a way to live in the present, they may find themselves unable to find rest or peace while they work to resolve problems in current relationships. If too much energy is put into smoothing things over, it’s set to exaggerate interpersonal relations or lead to a string of relationships. There may be the desire to pass-the-buck or play the role of the nice guy, but doing so may simply lead to bickering and competitiveness in the relationship. When this energy goes bad, the person tends to blame everyone else for the trouble in their life.
Animal: Owl
Key Words: Deception.
Description: In this contrary position, you may feel that you have been greatly deceived by another person or yourself. Witchcraft or sorcery could be at play. You may find that someone has taken great care to hide the true intent of their actions behind a current problem or situation. You are being challenged to confront the darkness within yourself in order to find the light and hang on to what is rightfully yours.
Symbol: Arch
Words: Lack of planning, missed opportunity, wasted time, not devoted, diffused power.
Description: Reversed, the arch shows a basic misunderstanding or avoidance of time-honored traditions and institutions. Thought needs to be put into following the plan, or completing the puzzle. Look at those that have come before you and recognize what they had to offer.
Element: Ether
Words: Unconsciousness, repulsion, judgment.
Description: Reversed, it would seem that the Ether that fills the universe has no purpose, cause or direction. It is everywhere, but does nothing. It animates, but cannot be seen doing so. It is subtler than light yet there is no concept of its existence. Clarity and purity are missing or simply not applied. Things change in unexpected ways and there is a strong sense that everything is flawed.

(Q) Was he concerned or excited for the adventures that lie ahead for him?

8 of Coins (↓)

Video Interpretation: 8 of Coins (↓)
Key Words: Perfectionism, lacking ambition or focus, thirst for recognition.
Key Feelings: That feeling when you recognize that you can sing and then you focus on perfecting the notes rather than the music.
Description: Reversed, this card signifies that you are up against a period of time where you could get trapped in trying to reach perfection when your mind will not define what perfection is. It is a crippling energy that forces your attention into the smallest of insignificant details which can’t be measured or qualified. You may be consumed by the need to be recognized for your skill or because of your level of book learning, yet there is no acknowledgement that will satisfy you. Everything outside of your narrow area of focus will be neglected. If left unattended, you may be seen as the crazy old scientist that won’t come out of the lab.
Animal: Mouse
Key Words: Scrutiny.
Description: In the contrary position, the mouse energy is telling you that you might be spending too much time on the larger matters in life when you need to step back to pay attention to details. Send the mail, do the dishes, brush your teeth. The little things need to move in order for the big things to fall in place. You may have developed a distain for authority or order. You may be putting off something that should have been handled yesterday. All the little things might feel overwhelming. This position encourages you to tackle the little items one at a time and address the details so that you can move on with bigger tasks.
Suit: Coins
Words: Subject to matter, stingy with time, unwilling to work.
Description: When inverted, this suit shows an inability to or resistance to the energy of matter and how we use it. Like clay, matter is used to help build our experience in this life, yet here, we might find that there is a lack of matter or lack of energy to manipulate it. Shaping matter may take more time or resources then there is available for sharing. Money might be tight. There may also be lack of creativity or loss of imagination in play. This energy represents what people want to ‘work on’ and ‘shape’ but find it difficult to do.
Number: 8
Words: Dictating, cruel, insensitive.
Description: Reversed, this energy brings out the desire to succeed at all costs for those business-minded professionals that have been elevated to positions of management. It empowers the darker side of a person to enhance their ability to be cruel, violent and insensitive. They will lead knowing full well that others will get hurt and that the desired outcome will not be what others want. Behind the scenes, they may tend to be more of a bully than a leader or they hide their devilish greed. At its worst, this energy activates the intolerant religious zealots.
Element: Earth
Words: Sticky, heavy, lifeless.
Description: Reversed, the Earth is heavy, sticky and foreboding. It is associated with the terrestrial world, but we find that the energies here bring seasons out of order, death where life is expected and unfertile situations. It adds a coldness to any sensual interactions or aspects of life. It may feel as if life is hell and that all what we experience is part of the great underworld. There is no resting, peace or calm. It is considered cold and dry, yet it binds with the strength of metal. It is the dreaded fall.

(Q) Did he look forward to going to work, or did he dread it? (Q) Was he filling emotionally fulfilled or drained?

10 of Wands

Video Interpretation: 10 of Wands
Key Words: Too many responsibilities, disillusionment, burden, hard work, stress, achievement.
Key Feelings: The feeling that you can’t go on vacation because you have to work.
Description: This card suggests that the energy that kills adventure is responsibility. Your inner spirit may be longing for the adventure, but it feels bogged down and burdened by the responsibilities of life. It may feel unbearable to have to go through the daily tasks, stresses and political games, when the spirit knows the unbounded feeling of being free. Whatever is built, must be maintained. Maintaining something requires work, yet that work may be more than you’re willing to give. It may be that the dream of what you wanted in life does not match the reality of what you have. The life you thought was going to be all roses turns out to be loaded with thorns.
Animal: Squirrel
Key Words: Gathering.
Description: There is a strong desire, need or condition that requires you think ahead and prepare for coming changes. This energy suggests that you set something aside; judgment, option, money or supplies. Be prepared, but don't go nuts all things in life come and go in cycles, it's not the end of the world. Show love to yourself and gather what makes you feel secure. The need to gather will be strong, be careful what you gather for it will be easy to harbor bad thoughts, worries, stresses or other useless items. Consider consolidating or letting something go. This card encourages you to find security in your own understanding that you will be taken care of as long as you feel it in your heart and know it in your mind.
Suit: Wands
Words: Desire, Passion, Creativity.
Description: The suit of wands is all about that drive that moves you to experience life. It manifests as desire, passion and creativity. It is that force of transformation, the spark of the dragon that moves us at the very core of our Being. This energy can be experienced or observed through the performing arts or by observing the interactions that the audience has with the performing arts. It is the force that motivates people to start new projects or travel. It manifests as enthusiasm and pure will-power.
Element: Fire
Words: Passion, transformation, assertiveness.
Description: Fire is considered the power of passion. It carries a strong metaphysical essence and can be assertive or aggressive. It is the natural masculine energy which reduces and transforms its environment. It is considered the spark of inspiration. It is hot and dry. It is associated with summer.

(Q) Can the cards show us if the conspiracy claims are overrated of if there is some substance there?

9 of Swords

Video Interpretation: 9 of Swords
Key Words: Anxiety, despair, negative thoughts, depression, worry, nightmares, waking up with your heart racing, a wet dream.
Key Feelings: The feeling of fear; believing that what happens in your head is real and out of control.
Description: This card suggests a period or time of high anxiety where you get to unwittingly experience the mind body connection in all its extremes. This is the card of nightmares where you wake up with your heart racing or in a cold sweat. The physical reactions may bring you to a state of despair, or drive you into worry for your own condition. This card shows that the body reacts literally to what happens in the mind. You are being asked to notice and honor the connection rather than fear it.
Suit: Swords
Words: Mind, communication, logic, reason.
Description: Swords are about the activities of the mind; thought, communication, logic, reason all fall in this category. The reality is that what happens in the mind is just as real as what happens in the physical plane so things might get confusing for people if they don’t look at all the details. It is the element of consciousness that is controlled and manipulated by the ego that helps direct how we perceive our experiences. It is the interpretation of the statistics. It is the categorizing what we experience.
Number: 9
Words: Humanitarian, compassionate, generous.
Description: This energy brings out traits that are help touch others in positive ways. You’ll find there is a willingness to be helpful, compassionate, charitable and generous. There may even be grander humanitarian types of feeling that drive projects or activities that the person is attracted too. Expect sophistication, romantic and aristocratic behavior that is performed with vigor. This is energy to feel proud of and to use to help drive your creative endeavors.
Element: Air
Words: Intelligence, power, spirit.
Description: Air is considered the universal power or pure substance. It is the intelligence and the soul that keeps order making the universe predictable. It carries the energy of spirit and fills the soul with ideas to aspire too. It is teaching and learning, communicative and social. It is the bearer of life and is compared to blood. It is considered hot and wet. It is associated with spring.

(Q) If there were one card to sum up this conspiratorial link regarding his death, what card would it be?

3 of Coins

Video Interpretation: 3 of Coins
Key Words: Effort brings rewards, talents to be developed, teamwork, initial fulfillment, collaboration, learning.
Key Feelings: The feeling that you just finished the first draft of the novel.
Description: This card represents the state of development where you have done the hard work of creating something and everyone can see the results. It’s raw, but the refinements will come. It shows that when you allow your creative energies to flow, you develop talents and skills. The energy represents a brief position of rest during the transition. The first obligation is completed and now it’s time to move ahead to bigger and better projects or get deeper into the existing projects. This card hints that to move forward, teamwork and collaboration will be helpful. Others will recognize your talents and want to participate in your projects.
Suit: Coins
Words: Matter, money, work.
Description: This suit of coins is directly related to the energy of matter and how we use it. Like clay, matter is used to help build our experience in this life. Yet, matter by itself lacks the pizzazz of human input. Shaping matter takes time which draws in the element of exchange, or money. It also draws up creativity and imagination. This energy represents what people ‘work on’ and ‘shape’. It is what we related to or find what we’re in dissidence with.
Number: 3
Words: Imaginative, optimistic, inspiring.
Description: Here we see the expression of energy that drives the imaginative, expressive communicators and artists. There is an amplification of energy for creative uses. The personality traits associated tend to compliment this activity so the people are tolerant, joyful, optimistic, inspiring, talented, jovial, youthful, and dynamic. There is a positive feeling about what is happening and the progress that is being made towards the goals.
Element: Earth
Words: Matter, terrestrial, life.
Description: Earth carries a solid heaviness of matter. It is associated with the terrestrial world and supports the seasons, cycles of life, crops and fertility. It adds depth to the sensual aspects of life and death. It is the keeper of the underworld and the resting place for the souls of the dead. It’s considered cold and dry. Think metal or salt. It is associated with the fall.

5 thoughts on “Tarot Reading: David Crowley; Did he, or did he not kill himself?”

  1. I have a different take on your tarot reading…

    Question #1- Does police report accurately report number of people involved in murder or might there be some hidden participants?
    Result: Ten of Cups Reversed
    This is very revealing… Upright the Ten of Cups is the happily ever after, dreams coming true, perfect family. Reversed Ten of Cups means everything is falling apart – the happy ending has gone horribly wrong. Is this the murder?

    Reversed can indicate cancellation of family events.. that did happen. David and Komel declined to go to a family Christmas party. The reversed position indicates family strife, and that also was happening. Reversed can also indicate family secrets.

    Reversed the Ten of Cups suggest a non-traditional couple or family.. David and Komel were that couple. They were both brilliant, started their own business, creative type thinkers motivated to make the world a better place.

    The other interesting aspect is the Ten of Cups Reversed also indicates unfriendly neighbors and lack of teamwork. In the Crowley case two neighbors discovered the deceased bodies. One of the neighbor, a wife, has been outspoken in sharing her views of the case, and those who question the case. This neighbor has been caught in several lies, and her statements concerning the murders are conflicting – which casts doubt on her statements about what she witnessed. She has created several online profiles and there are questions raised if she is behind all of these accounts or if others are involved.

    Lack of teamwork – The group of friends surrounding David in the months before his death, and participating in the creation of Gray State have been nicknamed “The Team”. Social media comments indicate that David was trying to separate himself from the Team in the months before his death, and wanted the film to go in a different direction. A message about the Ten of Cups Reversed is about a person not living by their values or what they believe in, and advises to take a deeper look at areas of your life that may not be in harmony.. or to look deeper at your values or priorities. David was also doing that in the last months prior to his death, which are indicated on his social media posts… he was also encouraging other people to think deeper, and trying to enlighten people to be free thinkers.

    The Team criticized the move, and after David’s death said such a move was a sign of his mental instability. However, new information has been coming forth about the Team members – many who, like the card indicates, do have secrets and/or have experienced significant strife in their own family relationships. One criticism about the Team is that their narrative about what they believe happened to the Crowley family is not consistent – and that false information has been released, including theories that Komel made a suicide pact with David and participated in the murder of her young daughter. If the Team really believed this is true.. then why are they working to release Gray State??

    Concerns with the actions and behavior of the Team have been investigated on the Justice for David Crowley and Family Page, and can be examined in more detail at: https://www.facebook.com/groups/603905253044849/?ref=br_rs&qsefr=1

    To answer the question: Does police report accurately report number of people involved in murder or might there be some hidden participants?

    I think the card is giving a picture of people and relationships that were dominant in the months prior to the deaths of the Crowley family. NOT saying any person is guilty… just showing what David and Komel were dealing with.

    1. Thank you for your in depth feedback. It may be time that I revisit this topic, but if so, it would be to address specific questions that you may have. This might best be done blind – this would involve you hand writing 4 or 5 questions and then I will draw 4 of 5 cards, one for each question. We will then use the online definitions to look for the content that you seek.
      Dave

  2. Question #2  Can the cards help us understand if the crime scene is true as reported or if it might have been staged with the intention of deceiving the police (and everyone else)?

    The Card Two of Coins means things are NOT what they appear.

    I think this card is talking about someone who is intentionally being deceptive, and/or is giving false information. If the crime scene has been staged this person is involved. The first card talked about discord or friction and mentioned lack of teamwork… so that could come into play.

    People who are represented by the Coins (meaning the subject, the one being deceptive) have the following physical characteristics: Darker hair, either brown or black. Dark eyes. Skin at darker end of the spectrum or olive. A tendency to be muscular or solidly built rather than thin or frail.

    Inner qualities of the Pentacles type of people include: focus, ambition, a tendency to be methodical thinkers who often move slowly and make decisions slowly.

    The card goes on to offer insight into the subject… as being one who came from an impoverished or difficult background. Someone who started with nothing, and had to work for everything he had in life. He is taking a big risk and if he gets this wrong (Gray State), he stands to lose everything. In his current situation, he is spending more than he is earning. He may be feeling overwhelmed, or his moods may be affected by the current financial situation. Such a person may be both heavily invested into Gray State emotionally and financially – and stand to lose a lot if what he wanted for the film did not go according to the way he planned or wanted.

    For clues, I would look back to the early interviews or social media posts after the deaths of the Crowley family…. who is giving information or offering theories? Have the theories been proven? Are there inconsistencies? Does this person have a motive or reason to be deceptive? What is happening to the Gray State film now?

    Time wise the card has to do with the season of fall, The card also deals with change, and financial change. Or transferring money or property from one account to another. There are indications that both Komel and David were making career changes in the fall. The card does not indicate financial struggle. Reports do say that valuable coins were found in the Crowley home, and a $14k check was left for David on the doorstep, so if they were in need of money, resources were available. For that reason I don’t think the subject of the card is David or Komel.

    The picture on the card shows a man hopping from foot to foot, juggling two coins. One coin is higher than the other and surrounding is a figure of eight loop, the infinity symbol. Interesting because Komel had a similar tattoo of an infinity symbol on her wrist and it was used to identify her body.

    The picture of the man on the card matches what you would expect from people represented by the coins with dark hair and dark eyes, for that reason I think he is the unknown subject. Since the card deals with finances and specifically “A fledgling business getting off the ground and struggling to stay afloat…” (Gray State), it could mean the subject had an interest in Gray State.

    I think this card is saying either the crime scene has been altered or that someone giving information is not being truthful.

    There are alot of questions about the crime scene – such as a bullet lodged in the ceiling that was not discovered by AVPD during their initial investigation, and reported a month later – after clean up of the home had begun. Other questions have to do with the rear slider door, found slightly ajar. The investigation has not resulted in any answers but only raised more questions…

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